Is this my life? Who knows...

07:16 pm - First day back to...coral hell

Well well well, what a friggin day. Lets start from the begining, I belive my clock didn't work, but my dad woke me up so that was peachy. Didn't pick out my clothes last night so just threw on my new fave t-shirt saying "caution mood swings" with taz on the front and some nice pants. by the time it was 6:20 me and mom were waiting for hopefully a nice bus driver. I was sadly mistaken, when I got ont the bus, I sat in the front. He looked like he was having trouble so I tried to tell him where to go....he had better be glad I wasn't ghetto. Traffic was terrrible, I was too axnious to get to school because I wanted my rose hehe. I finally make it there about 7:23 and power walked to get my rose :) which I did. Didn't get a crown which was ok but not that big of deal.

First period was good, got some art people there and thats peachy keen. Mr. Gonzalez seems cool I think we will get along. 2nd Becerra was a riot!!! I couldn't stop laughing at the faces she made neither could other seniors, she kept making fun of Courtney. Sadly Mckinley wasn't there again *tear* he's gonna kill me anyway for not doing art. Biscegliad talked to dang much!!! Rachael was like "what the F*** was he talking about?!?!" lol. Psychology I thought was to be taught by "the child molester" thank god he didn't. The teacher we had has a thick acssent and spoke with long words that me or lisa didn't understand, Lisa was the only one that said something the entire time which made me chuckled.

Friggen Arab bus driver wouldn't even listen to me when I was telling him about my ordeal with my stop. GGRRR i wanted to hit him/cry. I held back. This is my time this year...I think

Current Mood: anxious

10:14 pm

Oh God!!! School is coming and I havn't finished any artwork or my reading assignment!!! I could just kick myself!!! Naw can't do that, I have "thunder thighs", they wouldn't let me unless I litrally have them liposuctioned.

*sigh* What am I gonna do this school year? Hmm get another rumor started about me? that just might happen if someone could keep there mouth shut.Fall down the stairs? Smash all the new cameras? O yeah give me a ski mask and a long baseball bat. WHOSE WITH ME?!?!!?!?!? lol jp. You know me, I'm not that kind of girl...is that a bad thing? o well.


Blinking. all you have to do is blink and you can
be some where else in the blink of an eye. Very
useful for sneaking up behind people and making
them jump. It would be impossible to catch you.
(sorry i couldn't find a blinking picture so
here's supernanny.)


Which power from charmed would you have?-Lot's of results, interesting pictures!
brought to you by Quizilla

Had to put a quiz in there lol.

Almost done with Wicked, haha I decied to read that instead of my summer book.Hmm....Elphaba is very sarcastic...reminds me of me.

Oh had a dream last night and I had wings but I wasn't allowed to fly where people could see me. Come to think of it I was some what part Gargoyol. Creepy huh? Well anyways I was catch and my parents were taken from me by a swriling vortex of drakness. It was scary.

Good night

Current Mood: groggy

03:30 pm - Grrrr

I'm so friggen pissed!!!!! I worked hard all year and for what? I stinken 2??!!??! ARRGGGRAH!!!!!! *sigh* theres always next year, but I sucks that I got a 2!!!! Friggen AP Studio art people!!!!!

Current Mood: pissed off

09:17 pm

Some people are like Slinkies. Not really good for
anything, but they still bring a smile to your face
when you push them down a flight of stairs.
                                                                                                                                                                                                         I found this funny and suprisingly true. Care to comment? Anyone...?

I got this by mail and thought I should post it

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.

FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.

SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"

FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson

SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.

21 I do alot and I like it, it works wonders lol. 1...I try to do it, but lets face I live in one the rudest cities in the world. People just don't go that extra mile anymore and it sucks. 20 I don't do anymore because too many people aka Mommy's heads call, we have a perfectly good answer machine and its not me lol. 3 I do as much as I can hehe. 15 I do but when people go into those multible sneezes you can barley keep up with it or you get tired after their 6th one. 11 is true because if you see my relatives you would think I was straight up country and crazy. My bro

classicjazzbari

Current Mood: rushed

05:05 pm - Whats up my homies?

<table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2><tr><td bgcolor="#999999" align=center><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style='color:black; font-size: 14pt;'><b>Your Power Color Is Gold</b></font></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#CCCCCC"><center><img src="http://images.blogthings.com/whatsyourpowercolorquiz/gold.jpg"></center><font color="#000000">
At Your Highest:

You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you.

At Your Lowest:

You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life.

In Love:

You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude.

How You're Attractive:

You passion for life makes others passionate about you.

Your Eternal Question:

"Am I Having Fun?"</font></td></tr></table><div align="center"><a href="http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourpowercolorquiz/">What's Your Power Color?</a></div>
 

Yesterday was eventful, somewhat. I went to the eye doc and found out I have to get new glasses, I guess thats ok but I prefer contacts. Grr I can't get them though, mother thinks I'm not clean enough being an artist an all. Anyway I had to get my pupils diolated so I couldn't see very well and I was sensitve to light. As we (mother and me) were leaving she says "I have to catch a sale at bed bath and beyond". i'm thinking to myself "I just wanna go home and sleep and not try to navigate my way through a cramp store with a cart". sigh the funny thing is that I didn't bump into anything but mother kept knocking things down lol. Afterwards we go into Target, by then I was pissed. I couldn't even go in the game section becase of my vision. o well that was yesterday. Oh I aslo saw Chris from school with his fine self lol. he lost weight I didn't reconize him at first. He might get me a job there. Thats it for now

Current Mood: sore

07:17 pm

Overall, Your Observation Skills Get: B

Your senses are pretty sharp (okay, most of the time) And it takes something big to distract you!

Your Summer Anthem is Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes Your summer will be marked by heartache - but mostly happiness.

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Mute Belly Dancer. Where You Lived: Thailand. How You Died: In Childbirth.

Current Mood: blah

07:49 pm

Your Kissing Purity Score: 74% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing Lip to lip action makes your heart sing

You are 41% Sketchy

Current Mood: nervous

07:18 pm

YOUR LJ PORN MOVIE LiveJournal Username Sexual preference HeterosexualHomosexualBisexualTrisexualTransgenderTransexualAsexualOmnisexualNeuterOther Favorite love oil flavor? Favorite way to receive pain? PaddleHandWhipCat 'o Nine TailsStrangulatuionCuttingPinsHot pokersBarry ManillowJohn TeschRosanne Barr singingTrephinationControl Top Thong Favorite type of condom? regular, non lubricatedregular, non lubricated with resivoir tipRibbed for her pleasure (which is CRAPOLA)FlavoredBrightly ColoredSome bizzare sheep gut thing from the middle agesother What's your opinion of Pornography? HELL YEAH!I love itI like it occasionallyDont like it, ok for othersThink its IMMORRAL (secretly loves it)It should be banned foreverIt's stupid, its funny not sexyNo opinion Favorite Musical Genre? Favorite Musical Group? Best Movie ever? The Romantic stud. Long haired and well endowed, he takes his prey by force in the forest. luv_ur_babygrl The bitchy queen in heat, Forces her slaves to do unpeakable acts of passion with her Tiger. ajeezy_24 The loser actor with bad skin, that only got one scene because he had a 14 incher. littlefroggie The old stretched out actress, that can take a bowling ball, with 25+ labia piercings. elentari17 Star of the weird puking, turd eating Japanese schoolgirl scene artstitch The creepy old out of shape hairy guy, that only got a scene because he financed the movie. luv_ur_babygrl Virgin, that doesn't really like being in the movie, but need more crack real bad. mindtoxins The "Fluffer" vaeb80 This Fun Quiz created by jennifer at BlogQuiz.Net

Capricorn Horoscope at DailyHoroscopes.Biz

Current Mood: awake

06:22 pm

Don't i look pretty?....for once lol. Its officail, I'm a senior!!!! lol I is crazy. Anyway I'm going crazy without my phone *crys*. I miss my chat buddies, oh God I'm addicted to Air G!!! Never thought that would happen, hehe who knew? Now that my hand isn't clicking on cell phone I'm even more bored than I was before *sigh*. ugh i have a headache... i miss Stan aka Packaday he's nice to chat with. I know what your thinking....and your right I shouldn't become attached to people who I've never seen before. But you just don't really understand where I'm coming from...o well. whoa headache got worst. MUST...TAKE...MEDICATION bye.

Current Mood: indescribable

04:17 pm - I'm back from hell

YOUR LJ TRIP TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM LiveJournal Username How old were you when you lost your virginity? How old were you really? Do you like to play with fire? HELL YEAH!Yessort ofnoAre you a police officer, or are you affiliated with any law enforcement agency? Do you practice safe sex? Condoms yes, but I broke my hip once, doing the nasty...AlwaysNo, it feels funnyNo, I already have HIV, so why would I care?No, I like playing Russian Roulette with my life, and the lives of others. Do you chew on your pens/pencils? I swallow thwm whole!Yes I do, so?Only when I'm under a great deal of stress.No Favorite Breakfast cereal? How many points do you have left on your driver's license? none2612all of themWhat license? Favorite food? The gerbil thing....you know what I mean.... innocently Had to have a 3 week old Snickers bar removed from their vagina ajeezy_24 Got their tongue stuck to an ice cold steel fence poll. purplehaze7 Dislocated their shoulder while masterbating to excercize shows. innocently Brought their son to the ER only after he was 90% deaf. purplehaze7 Impaled themselves anally on a fire hydrant. luv_ur_babygrl Total amount wasted because of your assbanditry: $36 Likelyhood that you will be dead by the time you are 40 5% This Fun Quiz created by jennifer at BlogQuiz.Net

Free Daily Horoscopes at DailyHoroscopes.Biz

What Icons are for you? by ladyallie
Username
Favourite Colour
Sex	MaleFemaleYES PLEASE!UndecidedBothNeither
Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
Your Random Icon is...
Your Cartoon Icon is...
Your Sexy Icon is...
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Current Mood: crazy

09:54 pm - Pms I guess

Lambchop is cool!!! lol

Got to more days of summer school.Today was one of those STONE-FACE days. I showed no emotion towards my dad and our daily driving regiment.*sigh* Its not that a specific thing happenend to me...its just every thing. Heres the list questions that I can't get an answer to:

• Why are we going to georgia?
• Why am I taking summer school?
• why can't I stay home by myself while my fam goes to georgia?
• Why don't I already have my license?
•  Why can't I be with Chris?
•  Why won't fat ralph leave me alone? (no this is a different ralph)
• Why havnt I lost wait?
• Why can't I let some things go?
• Why can't I open myself up to my parents?
•  Why Do I bottle my feelings up inside?
• How do I let them out?

I feel like a teenager. It really sucks.

Give me a chance, be patient wit me im only a child, i need your help so i can mature and grow.

Yes this was a emo entry...

Current Mood: grumpy

06:52 pm - Songs

I've been dowloading songs and been listening to the lyrics. Some of them are intersting

From Kelly Clarkson - Behind these hazel eyes, The words in purple is how I feel I should be. I mean one shouldn't hide thier feelings but some emotions should be kept to yourself.

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything it felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong

Now I can’t breathe
No I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on

Here I am
Once again
I’m torn into pieces
Can’t deny it
Can’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won’t get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright for once in my life
Now all that’s left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together but so broken up inside

Cause I can’t breathe
No I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Just seeing you it kills me now
No I don’t cry
On the outside anymore

And from Rob Thomas - Lonely no more 

What if I was good to you
What if you were good to me
What if I could hold you
'Til I feel you move inside of me...

Its very interesting and some what scary in a stalker type way. Just think about it....

03:13 pm - I'm bored so I'm taking quizzes....again

Your IQ Is 100

Your Logical Intelligence is Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average Your General Knowledge is Above Average

You Were Actually Born Under:

You have both a fiery energy and a warm heart. Your charisma and charm makes it easy for you to influence others. Lucky in life, you also have a reputation of being lucky in love. Power hungry, you are determined to get what you want - no matter what it takes. You are most compatible with a Monkey or Rat.

You Should Have Been Born Under:

You've got a ton of energy - and need plenty of room to roam. You tend to follow your whims, and it's hard for you to stick to one thing. Specific jobs, loves, and friends are always changing and never a part of your life for long. Very intuitive, you tend to know what people are thinking before they say a word. You are most compatible with a Dog or Tiger.

Aquarius - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You've got a ton of friends, so you have no problem meeting new people. You're great at thinking up new things and actitives to do with your sweetie. You tend to let the little things slide in relationships... and focus on the bigger picture. Your negative traits: In relationships, it tends to be your way or the highway. You can never open up completely to someone - you have to keep parts of yourself secret. You're cold and reserved, which leaves your partner feeling unloved. Your ideal partner: Flexible, because you're not going to be the one to compromise! Is smart and quirky with lots of weird interests... including you. A true indivdualist who doesn't care what anyone thinks Your dating style: Stimulating. You prefer dates that explore a shared interest - like a lecture, muesum tour, or concert. Your seduction style: Wacky. Your wild ideas have your lover wondering what's next. Insatiable - it takes a lot to satisfy your desires. Varied. You're eager to try things as soon as you learn about them. Tips for the future: Bring a little responsibility to your relationship - like showing up for dates! Compromise a little. It would kill you to do things your lover's way for once. Be aware of your parnter's jealousy. Even though you aren't jealous, realize your partner is sometimes. Best place to meet someone online: Match.com - there's enough singles to find offbeat dates and tons of romantic adventure Best color to attract mate: Sky blue Best day for a date: Wednesday Get your free love profile at Blogthings.

Part Shy Kisser

You *do* love to kiss, once your comfortable with it And that means knowing the person you're kissing pretty well You usually don't make the first move when it comes to making out But you've got plenty of intensity in return

Part Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

Current Mood: Pms

09:09 pm

Current Mood: bouncy

08:52 pm

Current Mood: full

08:01 pm - I'm back

Its been awhile since I written (got a new computer...old one was crap)

Hmm what do I have to talk about? SCHOOLS ALMOST OVER!!! MUHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Im crazy.

This saturaday Im actually going somewhere. No not just just one place but THREE!!! I better get my rest now lol. First, I'm going to the movies with Bettina and Greg, I might not be the tird wheel this time.A guy I've been talking to might come. :) I can't wait. I shouldn't get my hopes up he could be a hunchback. just playin. Then I got a graduation party to go to. This my parents dont know about so im riding my bike there. Hell I know where it is I've been to his house already (but thats another story). Then Im going to Christina 1 of 17 get-together. That should be fun.

Dang I still gotta do my hair. I mean its an afro mess!!!

Everything is good in my life...at least right now it is. I'M GONNA BE A SENIOR!!!!!! LMAO gotta go study haha yeah right.

Finally downloaded "wear sunscreen" I love it

Drawback to a new computer, you gotta re download everything!!!

Current Mood: ditzy

06:49 pm

Current Mood: hungry

05:19 pm - GGGGRRRR!!!!!!!

Talk to Anjie today and God used her in a mighty way. I don't need a man, at least not now. I know he has a man for me when I'm ready. I realize that now. I can't turn back, come to far to quit now...

I hate my period!!! I had a leak at the end of the day... at least one of the girls caught it before a guy did.

I've been havin major mood swings because of pms. I was tired in anal func. (which is a given NEVER TAKE THAT CLASS YOU DON'T NEED IT) Emotional during art, depressed durin lunch and pissed off in science. *sigh* Its crazzzyyy.

Mck. changed the final thank goodness. Its much easier and not outrageous.

The fairchild challenge awards are tomorrow and so I'm going to hang out with Bettina and Greg. I'm the third wheel...again. Better get use to that one, I have a feeling its gonna be awhile till I find a boyfriend.

I'm trying not to give into temptation. Got to fight it. MUST...NOT...GIVE...IN!!!

thats all folks

Current Mood: grumpy

07:48 pm

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're very preoccupied with your fears and problems. These bad dreams indicate that you need to spend more time on your issues during the day. Overall, you are very content in your life. Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities. Your dreams indicate that you have very conflicted feelings. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind. You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.

Current Mood: tired

07:53 pm

Current Mood: confused